[ so she takes a deep breath to sort of settle her feelings before she talks ]

It hurts, but I don't blame you. I didn't blame Eiji-kun when he did that too. I can't blame people who didn't ask for these things to happen to them and I can't blame people who feel horrible about what they did out of their control.

I just want everyone to feel better about it someday, that's all. You should talk to Eiji-kun, though. He's been there before so he probably has better advice for you.